You’ve done some things that you feel guilty about. You’ve said some things to break people. You have hurt some people. You have done the spiritual searching, you have done the work at healing, but you still don’t feel whole. Who is it that you’re healing for? What is it that you are not getting right? What is the cycle that you keep repeating. Aren’t you tired of being disorganized? Whatever mistake you made in the past please stop punishing yourself. Please forgive yourself. The message is also about closure – what is the time for you to end once and for all. What is the chapter that needs to be closed? Today we stop hurting ourselves. Today we stop punishing ourselves. Today we are letting go of all that does not serve us.
What do you owe? What haven’t you completed? What is blocking you? What is stopping you? You are so close. Today you are being called to ask for help. Today you are being called to ask for forgiveness. You do not have to do it alone.
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There’s something I am being called to see you today. My world is completely upside down. Today I will know that there are no shortcuts. Today I will know that there is NO easy road to get to where I am headed. Today I will know that my delays are not a denial. Today I will know that there is something incomplete. There is something I owe. Today I will know that I have all of the tools to make myself a whole. Yes, my life is a hot fcking mess right now - I am a hot fcking mess right now - my house is a hot fcking mess right now because my head and my heart are a mess right now. I may be feeling empty – but this is temporary. I may be feeling sin rumbo, sin flow. I may be feeling directionless and asking myself what’s the fcking point. YET THIS, this is temporary. The truth is that spirit is asking me, what is it that I want? What is this life I have been dreaming of? Today I am willing to clean up MY mess. I am willing to grow. I am willing to see things differently. I am willing to make transformational change. I am willing to live the life that I have dreamed of. I am willing to start right where I am.
DECK: Melanated Classic Tarot Deck by @oubria #melanatedclassictarot